Thursday, August 23, 2012


Been through this complexity
I utter no surprise
Never believing in the thoughts that I suffice
I wonder why your not there?
So this is it…
We’ve always been a mistake
All the stories we ever wrote
Had no faith…
I thought maybe we had one more song
To sing along…
To reverberate the chords of TIME

Goes unpunished in the end
Are the deeds of the fallen
Cant lookup to that face
Stories that we wrote together…can never erase
Parallel world of the unspoken
Can never blossom a life
It can imitate itself…
Recreating only images of reprise

The castles built from stones
Are buried under the visions of untold
Remembered are those memories
That savored my every breath
Buried all our secrets in my skin
Air around me still feels for you
Let me run away before we know
That my heart has become too dark to care
Love resembles like rage to me now
I refuse to fight
Cant see you spit on my face
I hope that I never change coz I cant let go

Silence of the moon
Flaunting that hope
In the abundance of the sky
Silence is my crown
As it blinds my eyes
Silence is my heart
Every time it beats..it bleeds blood to the bones

And the silence fades
Watching me…Drifting away
Incomplete storm…is where my heart
I am hunting for a different life
On a path of such a beautiful disaster
Seeking…searching…bleeding
Trying to feel the warmth of the fire

I cherish you as a part of me
All of me is now ripped apart
I think I made it very clear to myself
I only wish we were never friends
I never needed any help
I am in a place that no one can find
I am the origin of my mind
I am in myself...I need to set "ME" free

Amongst the UNDEAD...the DEADMAN still tries


Breaking away
Broken days of shame
Visions again...playing the games
I will not taste the death of time...
Cannot manufacture another crime
Fighting fire...with my ashes I paid the price

Faking away
I wish I could rest to gaze
From reality...I astray
Delusion forever paved the way
While for you I waited on the other side
You lost your pride and with it...your alibies

Taking away
The memories that willl never fade
I lived through you...I would've died for you
Going back to the place where my serenity vanished
I knew there will be no sun shining 
Saddened hope destroyed me from the inside

Loosing myself away
Waiting forever in the desert of my cries
No one...no one sees the emptiness.......in those eyes
Hold me now...and I will just slit my neck
With blood I shall purify my lies
You left me here for the world unknow...amongst the undead...the deadman still tries

Moments I Spent Alone.............


Given the moments I be on my own
Pride dissolves to solace
The hunger to be alone
Draws me the course to the visions of my unheard self

Being so cynical...the narsaccistic cannibal
I paint the dark walls of hell with my own blood and glory
Why I should follow my heart?
Why should I fall apart?

THERE WAS A TIME...WHEN SINFUL DESIRES APPRECIATED THE DEMON INSIDE OF ME

I have already been through the pain behind the memories
I chased the pain
There was something I had lost in me
Some Promised Hope that will set me free

Seems like I never really knew me
Though I had so many who understood me
What godly appearence THE WOMAN makes in life
In a flashfire of a moment in time she owns you with her Devastatingly Beautiful  kiss 

Sinking down and breading under this hopeful...yet hopeless veil
I will always be forsaken
Searching for a peaceful shell to decay
I promise you "LOUVE" The remains of my love for you will build you a path you cant stray

Reconnection With My Inner-Self


Life is in a warehouse
Hovered by the dark clouds
With the lightning trying to strike
Again! I am at a place where I was never meant to be

In time and space
My mind is free
Finally I learnt how to share
For you my dear…If only you could open up your mind and see

A fallen hero…A sunken tribe
Is not who I am…and I say this with pride
Living through a snakepit…I’ve survived this poisoned lie
As I walk amongst YOU people, being MYSELF and not faking mankind

Yes I was falling…I never knew I would one day hit the ground
I cant tell you if I am breaking down
But I learnt to live alone…
depending on this chemical independency

And I refuse to come to an end
I think I have realized what I could have been
Covering my face with my bravest mask
Black as the dead end of a hole, my sunken soul will be saved

Carve that knife deep within
Twist it coz I want to see you FUCKING cry
I’ll cry with you for the last time
To never be back again

No answer will come from me
Make me your worst enemy
Is there still something you see in the mirror?
Its time to face upto me
Love now just dies in my eyes…coz love is what YOU…meant to me……………………………………………….

Will There Be Heroes


Watching the visions go through the mountains
So high they stand in their pride
Like all of our brothers… defenders of time
I stand in the mirror…looking at this empty vision

Thinking there are no heroes
Only vengeance and crimes
Can we see...we are
Can we feel...we are
Can we try to be on this run
Bonded flesh…Bonded blood…Bonded love in this town

There will be no more heroes only a violent sky
There will be no more sinners you could ask yourself why?

WILL WE EVER CHANGE?
WHAT DO YOU WANT IN EXCHANGE?
WILL WE EVER CHANGE…..
Will there be NO MORE HEROES?

Seventh Son Of The Seventh Sun


Dreaded wars decide my fate
Is this the ordeal we are about to face?
Dead counts of the wrathchild
Forever faking identity…forever we surrender unto our cries

Looking beyond the the horizon
There’s a world without these lies
War, hatred, killing are not the words known to mankind
We are breaded with it for our survival

But is this how we pretend our clones
Is this how we live upto our stones
For i knw…i am the seventh son of the severnth sun
And my father taught me pride…
In peace we all sublime…in peace we fade to black
And in peace we corrode to dust

My fears come alive
In this place where i once died
Demons dreaming knowing I
I just needed to Re-align

Friday, June 1, 2012

At the Edge of a dream Tomorrow Never Comes


Didn’t mean to cause you trouble…
Didn’t mean to cause you pain
I never thought this could turn out this way
Maybe I am a big mistake

 Didn’t mean to say those words
Didn’t mean to hurt your pride
We r looking for some inspiration
I never found it in your heart

Walking on the edge of a dream
Cant you see that I am a real
Pretending its forever
Walking to the edge of the world
We belong in our dream
For a while you feel this silence

I have been looking for forgiveness
When I am sinking in my past
I only looking for a sign that tells me
Where I can walk through this endless field
Walking on the edge on a dream
Cant you see that I am real
Pretend that its forever
Walking to the edge of the world
We belong in our dream...always together
For a while it feels the silence

Waiting for the weight of the world
In a place of cold
If tomorrow never comes
Hold my hand one last time while I face this storm
If tomorrow never comes
Tomorrow Never Comes…Tomorrow Never Comes…Tomorrow Never Comes