Thursday, December 30, 2010

YOU

It didn’t occur to me…when you took over me and my senses…

Your fragrance on my skin is the reason I glow and become defenseless

The taste of your tongue left me with a flavor…now…I want to starve myself to DEATH!!!

Figuring black the truth of the beauty…grazing through the fields of LOVE…

I see a perfect body…



A soul to share with someone…

Shows me the way not far from grace…

something which is a part of me

You and I were meant to be…



trapped in a suicide veil…

your touch made me believe in the reoccurrence of the blossomed tomorrow

Tonight it shall rain and hail…

Moment of galore ...a look to the dark sky…I saw those dark brown eyes

Savoring my last breath of air…you hold me high

Tripping in that beautiful sorrow…I want you to know this…there is no one like you, or there could EVER be…



Singing my last death nodes…could you be my rhythm…

Certainty lost it meaning with the chorus of the new beginning

Vibration of the harps is in the voice of your heart…

I can feel the music when you serenities me with your song



Love…felt love again…when its best expressed by you

Horrid in the dense forest…I feel I am evolved

Lost in translation…your solitude guides my light

Purify my soul with the AURA you wear…MY LOVE

Quench my thirst and leave me drained…for another lifetime to be restrained…IN THE DARKNESS

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

STRUGGLE

My struggle for HUNGER

My struggle for DEMISE

My struggle for FREEDOM

My struggle for REPRISE



I wake up…I leave…I get back…I sleep

25 years gone by…searching for a better tomorrow

I did sow a seed…which grew into a tree

But this thorn in my life is from that tree I planted



Caught in a web…I need to save my soul

I need a leash…SOMEONE…come make me PURE...dont leave me uncured

I am trapped…I am trapped…just look under



Here I am in prison…here I am chained to a headcrusher

Don’t you leave me…take me with you

Squeeze LIFE…slit my throat open…

drip it down my throat…AGAIN!!!



My skin…my senses…barely breathe…

I need to breathe to search my lost SOUL…

Touch me so that I could feel myself…AGAIN!!!



what the hell are you trying?

your just not meant to be...

if now u've got to make things right

you have to feed on DESTINY...



My struggle for HUNGER...made me a cannibal

My struggle for DEMISE...taught me to survive

My struggle for FREEDOM...ended in vain

My struggle for REPRISE...made me believe...I AM A MAN

STRUGGLE

My struggle for HUNGER

My struggle for DEMISE

My struggle for FREEDOM

My struggle for REPRISE



I wake up…I leave…I get back…I sleep

25 years gone by…searching for a better tomorrow

I did sow a seed…which grew into a tree

But this thorn in my life is from that tree I planted



Caught in a web…I need to save my soul

I need a leash…SOMEONE…come make me PURE...dont leave me uncured

I am trapped…I am trapped…just look under



Here I am in prison…here I am chained to a headcrusher

Don’t you leave me…take me with you

Squeeze LIFE…slit my throat open…

drip it down my throat…AGAIN!!!



My skin…my senses…barely breathe…

I need to breathe to search my lost SOUL…

Touch me so that I could feel myself…AGAIN!!!



what the hell are you trying?

your just not meant to be...

if now u've got to make things right

you have to feed on DESTINY...



My struggle for HUNGER...made me a cannibal

My struggle for DEMISE...taught me to survive

My struggle for FREEDOM...ended in vain

My struggle for REPRISE...made me believe...I AM A MAN

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

MOTHER

MOTHER…



Why am I living my life through my own shadow…when you are there

Why don’t you believe you’ve raised me headstrong…

Why my heart doesn’t connect to yours anymore?

All my life I’ve honored you and always swallowed my pride



MOTHER…




Today my spirits are down

and I am looking for someone to hold me all around

you can run my life…I know…but its over now…think again!

you cripple my faith down to the ground when you criticize me



Ohh!! MOTHER…I’ve lived my life all alone

I can carry it forward…release me…

Yesterday cant be today…

I don’t know if I’ll find a path…but I assure u I’d stay alive!



MOTHER…



I’ve never forgotten every word you said to me

You’ve taught me how to survive on my own

I remember when you differentiated the world for me

If I fall on the broken road I know u would SAVE ME!!!



MOTHER…



Every inch of my skin is your blood fed…

How you’ve fed me is something I can never forget

No matter what happens I will always be there...

when my father said to me...I FUCKING HATE YOU

you were the one to hold my broken pieces together

dont let me break again MAA...this time i would be broken forever

without your support...I AM NOTHING

give me some time...LET YOUR SON GROW INTO A MAN…



MOTHER...



Ohh!! Give me strength...if tomorrow I DIE and break a promise

will you please burn me to ASHES...i need your final touch to FADE my soul to BLACK...