Monday, January 31, 2011

MY PRIDE KILLED YOU!

It all comes to the word hate...

dissipating each other from the beautiful thing called FATE...

dangerous EVIL forces rule my mind...

the question is? is there anything brutal than myself that i could ever FIND!!!



smashed and crumpled my brain begins to bleed...

the animosity of hatred and grief...took over my senses

craving for the blood of the loved ones...

feeding on their carcass i bring myself to my OWN!!!



as i lick her blood mixed with the mutilated gore...

i claw my deepest anger ripping apart that corpse

i think of the times we spent loving...

here i am...i aint no sufferer anymore...

with your heart in my hands...i burn it with the eternal flame...

drink the blood of the inhuman...

rotten...the heart filled with maggots...i eat and release my pain!!!



love introduced me to the dark side...

love in thy flesh...love in thy scream...

this new love attracts me to my BREED...my HATEBREED...my GOTHBREED

breed of the dead in need...

the angel that taught me how to feel...is now lying dead to my knees...

when i told you that I love no-one else...u should have understood it then!

for you killed my pride...now my PRIDE KILLED YOU!!!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

NOT STRONG ENOUGH

I'm not strong enough to stay away...

can't run from you...I just run back into you...AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN!

like a dragonfly I'm drawn in to your flame...

you say my name, but it's not the same...

you look in my eyes and srip me of my pride...

and my soul surrenders when you bring my heart to its knees...


it's killing me when you are away...

I wanna leave and I wanna stay...

I'm so confused...so hard to choose...I CANT CHOOSE ANYMORE!

stuck between the pleasure and the pain...

I know it's wrong and I know it's right...

I am not trying to win a fight...

when it comes to you, my heart just overrules my mind

baby...I m not strong enough to stay away..



what can I do...I would loose a grip on life without you

within your arms my heart knows no shame...

I'm not the one to blame...i lost control for you...

coz you bring my heart to its knees yet again!!!


There is nothing I can do...

my heart got chained to you the first time i looked into your eyes

and I can't get free...and i dont want to...i will accept the change...YES I DO!!!!

I cant believe wat this LOVE has done to me..