STRANGER

As I shut my eyes she still called me a STRANGER
Worn out I looked into her eyes with the sight of dreaded fate
As her tears fall down I could see the reflection of just guilt and hate
By this dire sight I felt sympathetic and yet determined to walk by her side
She did this on purpose maybe the stranger was her only worldly pride
I walked once again contained by pity and fear
As I wept from the inside I uttered some strange words…

“Young soul! Do you pity the being who suffers the dreadful deeds or are you accustomed to see them”?

“Do u pity the weak when you yourself are helpless or do you laugh at your own pride”?

If strength and beauty are manifested
Dare not to seek them with eyes
For the truth is evident within the heart
Not the sight that fails and dies

Do not be fooled by just the mere sight
For my soul is reaped by the hands of god
Do not be fooled by the strength I posses
For my instinct is breaded with the blood of the wolves who never fear

Darkness of oppression covered the sky
When you betrayed my faith
By these dire deeds you do,
The skies rained down the drops of confusion on my fate

To this she replied….

“STRANGER who are you? Why do you bring this upon me now…I have never known you”

Stranger you described me as an oppressor
Who worked against you
But of this accusation you put upon me
I swear I have no clue

Laying in grief I mumbled….

Throughout you life have you not wished to dream
Didn’t you cry out my name when you needed me
It’s a misfortune that…YOU NEVER KNEW
Till your days were made large
Time is the aggressor & you will for sure know the truth
I have hold on to my position
To define my significance to you
We are both manifested as ONE and not two………….

And then I lost control…

Yes it is me who you hurt the most
Even as you dealt others with the worst
It was me who paid for such a cost

IT WAS ME…FOR I AM YOU
IT WAS ME WHO YOU SHOULD HAVE KNEW

JUST A THOUGHT...nd i am FUCKING high!!!!

WE were not put here by anyone in fear...WE came alone as ME...when we had our own identity...just an idea in a long chain of discovery...surrounded by the same you

Sometimes tides pull you out to sea...and we die in a thrashing curse...sometimes we are calm in the mind...more often, we run away from our problems, sleep them over and u'll forget the agony..dont come near the beach...coz our dreams are the replications of our memories...that those who try to reach are burnt alive in the searing heat of the desert of our dispassion...so far removed, we never hear the silence of the water...we are humans so we all cry once or twice a month when we see a mirror...but we dont let anyone know...crying is not for haggard losers its for warriors to win the biggest BATTLE...BATTLE WITH OUR OWN FUCKING SOUL

And I refuse to believe in some of the things that are said to be here...let alone those that are not...we all are trying to change our own bloody direction...HUMAN KIND is pathetic in my own humble estimation

I love the planet...the great benign she-wolf...this planet made woman....the reason for my existence benefactor...spinning gently on towards the red giant called the SUN...why are we spinning?? we dont knw....fucking ANSWER ME ANYONE?????

When all the rose gardens are consumed in the flash-fire of flying time...she'll leave alone to you" the bitch called LIFE


the true answer to your question here is buried deep with you...every god that has been brought down to this earth by US the humans who have learnt the art of survival.....thats what we are here for….SURVIVAL….ADAPTATION....

i dont understand why do we need a GOD to let ourselves be human...we are driven by emotions of the wind...if the wind blows with you...life is serenity and when the wind blows against you its a tornado entering our lives and crashing down everything you ever wanted...everything you ever needed………..ITS KILLING YOU…the life….and YOU ARE KILLING IT

At the gateway of DEATH

I wish Death refracted my blurry vision
I can see its reflection in the mirror
Scared yet facing the truth of the moment...
Swollen eyes trying to understand the meaning of our lives...
I wander aimless and still I am so mesmerized...

Dwelling fear begins to rise...
I have no questions…no answers…no reason to reprise
Oh! God I wish I could look myself in the eye...
What I am…is what I have always been...
what will define my being? A change to replicate my own life
What should I do? What shouldn't I do?

Crippled feelings begin my day
Sabotaged is the truth of my yesterday
every soul I trusted killed my very today
Those helping hands who woke me up to my sunrise
Are now pushing me towards my demise

And as they see my world burning bright
Demon smiled at me and ignited my will to survive
Do I end myself for the world to see?
Do I take every soul down with me?
DEATH WILL APPROACH FAST
There aint any purpose of this life if I cant make it last

Together with my misery I will travel through the waves
Sinking myself into the darkness I shall burn in flames
To search for the path which leads to the Eden
Resurrecting my soul to look at the progeny of life…through the eyes of a RAVEN!