Goodbye To the Way I lived My Life

There will always be mistakes
The path to our survival is far too long
Its just been so cold…
I have done no good deed
Its just the stories I keep writing
Hoping that I could read them someday

Looking my face through the mirror of the undying reality
Contemplating my thoughts on the road to hell
My soul was supposed to be left unpunished with serenity
Will there be a turnover to this chapter of my ever-changing life

Left this place thinking that I am gone
Along the way I faced where I went wrong
All the stories that I thought of I just can’t erase
Hoping to answer all the questions you have…when I am gone!!!

"Goodbye to the way I lived my life"
And as this day comes in…
the sun touches my face
I wanna tell the one I care about
That I am finally not the same


Lost in the “being” of salvation…the energy I released
Crucified myself inside…savored breath in pain
I had paved my way with good intentions…as they say!!!
I surrender to the world unknown...
I have seen this shore of havoc devastation...
beyond my thoughts could reach to a realm...
destiny awakens the beast from heaven...
to battle the legions of chaos ridden memories...
where the sorcerer bleeds for my heart that shattered...I bled for you…
NOW YOU BLEED FOR ME......

LIFE is......E T E R N A L

Hovering into that starlit night

Winds embrace me as GOD

Turning thoughts into reality

Retrieving what I ever lost

Screaming my feelings out

I see faces look upon me

Gone too far…beyond the realms of my existence

Searching for calmness of the moonlight

To disintegrate the space between US



Silence teaches me patience

As I see the words fly by me

Darkness is shattered

By a ray of HOPE

Dreaming light of the SUNRISE

And suddenly I don’t have to be afraid

Loneliness is now a friend of mine

As I dream of you…I find you



I thought I needed everything

So sure…but I was wrong

Everything is right beside me

What’s not beside me is YOU

Where are you? You need to heal me from inside!

Just tell me are you there?



In a cage…lost in memories

My skin melts off my feet

In the rage and the heat of dispassion I break…I break…I break FREE

Enriching my soul…seared with blood of coal

The dead within me rise

Praying for the mankind

No soul would wander

All this life I have been down under



The path to darkness is illuminated through light

The path to the enchanting light is determined by the darkness

What holds us strong is this gifted life

Life is not the opposite of death

Death is opposite of birth

Life is……E T E R N A L

Always has been…Always will be!!!

Every Man Dies…Not Every Man Really Lives

Tales of twisted yesterdays
have failed my reign in today
your touch that comforted me in my pain
holding my head high when the times were just not right
failed to reproach again...my pride's corroded with rust
when once i was swinging in the arms of the heaven
why did i have to take the fall...ohh! the hell's gate
is what you thought where i belong

Through my dreams i had known you
Though I was never sure if you would ever stay
but this internal wrath i am fighting
will cause my heart to decay

If I swear to you my love
All that I am…is DEAD already
You tell me that my death will be awful
Every man DIES…..Not every man REALLY LIVES!!!

I ask you…if I sacrifice this life for you
Will I ever get to breathe through you again?
This wretched soulless body craves for a revival
Will you ever look through my soul again?

You have bled with the unknown
NOW bleed with me
For I have known you since age ever existed
Blasphemy was ever created
A sin was ever discovered
Pure love was then uncovered
It was your touch that made me human
As I opened my eyes to LIFE
They were your words that I ever spoke
Destiny then decided THE COURSE
For you decided to leave me half way
The strength that you evolved in me
Finally gave away….
As a prisoner of your enchanted love
I have NOTHING more to say
At last for all that I am is a warrior poet
I am guilty and I WILL PAY

How I Bleed For You

As you say those words that take me away from you

The vulnerable me looses control…all I can remember is…



The great times we have spent holding each other under the starlit sky,

The evenings that will echo of my loneliness ahead if I don’t see you in time

My eyes become heavy with the unshed tears

Leaving me deserted on a lonely road ahead…yet again!



As I took a step backward with a bleeding heart

Noticing a lonely strand of your dark brown hair

Ah! That so delicately clung to me lovingly

Glimmering to seduce a defeated heart



Why do you leave my heart entangled with your brown tint hue

The dreamer in me awakes despite a saddened heart

I wish you can reward me with new hopes of loving with no end



With passion heaving endlessly, calmness dancing of our love affair



TODAY I vow never to part

For despite the goodbyes whispered by you

It will always leave a part of me to love you FOREVER

I want to hold you softly in my palms

Keeping you safe with tender caress

Where whispers and murmurs emotions gushes with excitement

To quench the thirst of a lovelorn heart

The heart that truly loves you…



Ah! My soul is now beaming with joy

I fear not now the pain caused to me by the world

For my inner being now rests in a box of love

That will always lie next to my grave…

Breathing promises with its surreal silhouettes

My secret love affair on a road to a dreamy trance

Now I am lulled by the fragrance of love.