Everybody is looking, but nobody sees anything, Anything...with a meaning
Everybody is Talking, but nobody says anything, Anything...with a meaning
So as I look with my bloodshot eyes I see nothing meaningful
And so as I Talk A million empty words and its all so fucking meaningless
Sometimes I find myself running out of words, Cannot put my feelings into words
Afraid of something that I don't know with a great passion to leave the whole world for good.
It seems like a down feeling, the kind of emotions that lock you in a tight cold
Transforming everything good in your life into Fear…and then disappear
Somehow I used to live this way, with those feelings until they became a part of me, the thing that I cannot understand that those feelings begin to bring me joy
I call it the Tearful Joy or the Sadness Smile
in any case I begin to enjoy
feeling this makes it more mysterious and complicated
I've become a very difficult person to understand even for my own self
like an open book for everyone but impossible to understand
Pride within me has turned into Arrogance
the Innerlight has turned into Darkness
Even Love has turned into a feeling that has no effect on me anymore
Life is eating me slowly, like the fire eats the candle,
but i still feel that i am just melting...i'll hold upp...i'll be strong...i'll be the one who can make you go wrong!
the only thing that becomes real is the feeling that I don't feel.
And Life Goes on…
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