DILEMMA

Dreaming…Feeling…Pleasing…I have to
Thoughts that I was used to
Fear has paid now
Higher I go…I get lost in mortality!

I need everything and everyone
Spend a moment in time with the love evolved within me
I will surrender to my being…I need to learn how to!
Choosing paths is not a choice for me anymore…

Success will ride with me
Only if I hold on tight on the waves
The waves of this tyrant life that flows
Hate and rage got no meaning at all!

Tired of being in this dilemma
Ending this life seems like the final solution
Why are some questions in life unanswerable?
Inner self yells and screams out the pain!

Is there anyone listening to you cry?
The only face that evolves through the night is yours…
But its hazy and her appearance has diminished from my past
I don’t want to let you go…hear me and establish a relationship with my core!

Its not me…it’s the anger inside
Real ME has mellowed down…
Remains from my past still inflicts the demon
With the innocence of a child my heart has known you

You let a dead man walk again…
This time on a path to survive
Why would I want to share you with the world?
Give me a reason to let my BEING DEFINE!