FORGIVE ME...FORGIVE ME NOT!!!

Purity of the light that I perceived when I opened my eyes

Suddenly…so suddenly everything has no meaning

I now don’t have the feeling of “being”

I failed to rise…to SUNRISE

I had thought I’ll live and fight today...maybe DIE another day



You painted me a window…through which I saw the dream

Couldn’t you paint a door?

I would have escaped from myself to reach a nevermore…

The more I search for the door…the less I feel alive



Carving pictures on my wall to amputate my fears

Looks like its going to be another day of pain…I wish it disappears

Assimilating the fragments of my memories…its all the same

Defeated by my thoughts, I crave for a soul to get me sane



Never wondered why was I left alone?

why didn't you take me with you?

sick of dreaming, breathing in a world that was never mine

I heard there is HOPE on the horizon...I am just trying hard not to drown



those eyes will always be my weakness

forever caught in that moment of time

that smile will always be my motivation

not another blink of an eye...thats my humble estimation!



Do I blame the world…

Do I hear my own cries…

Desperate blood flowing through my veins

Creating kingdoms of displeasure

Unknown to myself…forever and ever-after

I seek forgiveness for my grief

Yet I am holding onto my pride

“For who I am” I could never justify myself

I loved you like a MAN…with the searing heat of my passion

I promised you “till death do us part”

Forgive me…Forgive me NOT!!!

TIME...To end is what i live for

Why we need time?

to kill who we really are...

beneath our feet lies the truth of time

to segregate from our freedom...to seldom reprise



trapped in our memories

back and forth we cry...

dont you think we try?

Momories ahh!!! It doesn't let you...even shed a tear dry!



Sometimes a smile enriches our soul

sometimes fear leaves our soul dry

for we are just mere creatures...

crawling through the destiny...to make it work, I dont know why???



breathing it aint easy

forever we escape the scarcity of emptiness

within ourselves we find a reason to live

to see what time has thought for us

to erase the phase that has lost its virtue

to attain immortality...to enhance the given pride

I wish TIME had taught us not to WISH...

never defined "MATTER" and the ANTIMATTER...

our existance is our enemy...the killer of hopes and dreams

to end is what I live for...to forever hold our peace and sublime.................