Purity of the light that I perceived when I opened my eyes
Suddenly…so suddenly everything has no meaning
I now don’t have the feeling of “being”
I failed to rise…to SUNRISE
I had thought I’ll live and fight today...maybe DIE another day
You painted me a window…through which I saw the dream
Couldn’t you paint a door?
I would have escaped from myself to reach a nevermore…
The more I search for the door…the less I feel alive
Carving pictures on my wall to amputate my fears
Looks like its going to be another day of pain…I wish it disappears
Assimilating the fragments of my memories…its all the same
Defeated by my thoughts, I crave for a soul to get me sane
Never wondered why was I left alone?
why didn't you take me with you?
sick of dreaming, breathing in a world that was never mine
I heard there is HOPE on the horizon...I am just trying hard not to drown
those eyes will always be my weakness
forever caught in that moment of time
that smile will always be my motivation
not another blink of an eye...thats my humble estimation!
Do I blame the world…
Do I hear my own cries…
Desperate blood flowing through my veins
Creating kingdoms of displeasure
Unknown to myself…forever and ever-after
I seek forgiveness for my grief
Yet I am holding onto my pride
“For who I am” I could never justify myself
I loved you like a MAN…with the searing heat of my passion
I promised you “till death do us part”
Forgive me…Forgive me NOT!!!
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