JUST BELIEVE.....Part 1

Immersed in a dream…I stole the soul that once belonged to me

Luring the darkest thoughts I create…believing in a fake destiny

Scattered earth now does not have enough room for me

I see the visions of silent endeavor…confessing to the broken promise I once made



Buried all the secrets within…dignifying to judge myself again

Till now I couldn’t face my life without those lies

Falling deeper into the woods of my own perpetual world

Running parallel to the world that’s not my own



Woke up to an eternal bliss called sunshine

Terrified…yet lost in thy eyes

Left me at the gates of heaven you asked me to walk

Barring all the reality…I wish I was blind and I could travel afar



In my heaven I am safe and cold

I sing with myself to know my fears

Circle the monsters…circle resistance

Dancing the whole time in sanity…in my imaginary seas

Madness is my highest deed…my vanity



I swim into you…dark rivers

Dive in your mind

Fight for a thousand years…the pounding of blood through my veins

Sink into the mud to disdain slain



My angels left me and now I am on my own....

The beast spoke to me

I fought my mind....and now there is nothing left in me.....

Burn all the love and live in shadows...that’s how I am meant to be

Beneath this avenged death-hole is a vision in which I BELIEVE....JUST BELIEVE

My Death In My Dreams

I saw my death in my dreams
The most beautiful undreamt dream it played
Salvaging my thoughts to pacify my soul
As it was unreal, now it’s making me so cold

A guiding sound asked me to have what’s left of me
Into the firing line…where I gained strength and less I felt alive
From the corners of my engraved past…came alive my black side
The unlaid paths I took just covered up for my sins

Panic ran away and it left me thinking
I always thought I’ll find my way to paradise
It was all lies that knocked my door
There is no one on the otherside…and how long can you hide???

Deserted and dark is the hole
Nothing seems to change coz its just another womb
Long is the ride in the dark
As the cry from the end echoes in

You never get to see the sun again
How can my dreaded fate survive
Conspire to hold myself down
There is no silent apathy inside

The colours in my hope have washed off
Left me with a tainted life with a tainted soul
I tried to sail with the innocence left within my pride
I took a stride…but the innocence is the killer of my inner-sense

These Pages From My Book

In this vacant sky I see

The beginning of this immortal destiny

Walks on the paths of sorrow

But nothing beats this surreal purity of the world unseen



Where light... spills out with the landslide

Confronting heroes with single-glazed eyes

Crashing in on the other side



Stalked out cold on the threshold

Clashed out with the loving lost souls

Smoked out of the priest hole



Faith... laid out to avenge the fallen

Lapped up by the fake weathered sky

Sold all the emotions by the ingrates who crawled



Pushed out the new blood born

Demolishing the fragments of my throne

Lashed out on the slandering line

Chronically under-looked are these pages from my book

Yet I saw another moment in time and all of which you took