My Death In My Dreams

I saw my death in my dreams
The most beautiful undreamt dream it played
Salvaging my thoughts to pacify my soul
As it was unreal, now it’s making me so cold

A guiding sound asked me to have what’s left of me
Into the firing line…where I gained strength and less I felt alive
From the corners of my engraved past…came alive my black side
The unlaid paths I took just covered up for my sins

Panic ran away and it left me thinking
I always thought I’ll find my way to paradise
It was all lies that knocked my door
There is no one on the otherside…and how long can you hide???

Deserted and dark is the hole
Nothing seems to change coz its just another womb
Long is the ride in the dark
As the cry from the end echoes in

You never get to see the sun again
How can my dreaded fate survive
Conspire to hold myself down
There is no silent apathy inside

The colours in my hope have washed off
Left me with a tainted life with a tainted soul
I tried to sail with the innocence left within my pride
I took a stride…but the innocence is the killer of my inner-sense