When you whispered "welcome to your soul”

Without a beginning not defining an end…creating black shapes of doom



The formless energy that evolves through all living things.



Lets our soul sweep through the nature like a wave in the waters of purity



Spreading momentless wonder through the air,



Dancing on the song of eternity, breathing among the living





Calling for our inner self to awaken beyond our today concurred by our fears.



Love can only permeate this divine state of statelessness defining purity.



Is it the lightless light, which takes a flight



Dancing on the clouds emitting the source of pure delight.



Love was you, and love was me….or as if I thought so!



The deepest feeling I ever felt



The serenity of being born as a nibble on this earth



The breathlessness in the wind...makes me wander for potential



The power of thought provocation, this gift called life...



The highest note on the highest octave of our souls



Profound awareness...any living thing could ever know.





Life, love, infinity....within us all is buried...and always will be



Love's gentle embrace makes us realise the growing space between us.



For I know that an angel cried last night…there was something in her dream



And lies between us maybe amputate our fears…



but this feeling deep within is not all is what it seemd to be



Judas came to me with life…but for you I turned it down



I believed in those night horizons when you whispered "welcome to your soul”

Live a Funeral...Die a Life

I dreamt love to be what it cant be

I had my inner-self mesmerized,

With peace, innocence, grim of my lies

My mind has escaped leaving my heart with walls of tears behind



I have no vision, no fortress to hold my fears down

Once that I was proud of, my solitude left me blind

Beneath the open skies I lie naked to yearn for salvation

I rise from the earth, dying to slay what I had become

To wear a new skin blossomed by the twilight of the new oblivion

Give birth to a bleak hope through the guiding light

Lured by my lost dreams I woke up to the sound of Satan in disguise

Drowning in a sea of guilt that carries illusion…can you help me?



Trance fixed I gaze through my window out to the world

Lying into the deep sleep of sorrow recovering from lust

Knowing the dreams will only intrigue agony

I detach myself from reality and burn those dreams in a frost

Yet I keep them with me…frozen but with no scope to rust

I wish…and I so wish if I could just burn the past in Satan's desire

Unleash the fury of revenge within.....live a funeral....die a life

FORGIVE ME...FORGIVE ME NOT!!!

Purity of the light that I perceived when I opened my eyes

Suddenly…so suddenly everything has no meaning

I now don’t have the feeling of “being”

I failed to rise…to SUNRISE

I had thought I’ll live and fight today...maybe DIE another day



You painted me a window…through which I saw the dream

Couldn’t you paint a door?

I would have escaped from myself to reach a nevermore…

The more I search for the door…the less I feel alive



Carving pictures on my wall to amputate my fears

Looks like its going to be another day of pain…I wish it disappears

Assimilating the fragments of my memories…its all the same

Defeated by my thoughts, I crave for a soul to get me sane



Never wondered why was I left alone?

why didn't you take me with you?

sick of dreaming, breathing in a world that was never mine

I heard there is HOPE on the horizon...I am just trying hard not to drown



those eyes will always be my weakness

forever caught in that moment of time

that smile will always be my motivation

not another blink of an eye...thats my humble estimation!



Do I blame the world…

Do I hear my own cries…

Desperate blood flowing through my veins

Creating kingdoms of displeasure

Unknown to myself…forever and ever-after

I seek forgiveness for my grief

Yet I am holding onto my pride

“For who I am” I could never justify myself

I loved you like a MAN…with the searing heat of my passion

I promised you “till death do us part”

Forgive me…Forgive me NOT!!!

TIME...To end is what i live for

Why we need time?

to kill who we really are...

beneath our feet lies the truth of time

to segregate from our freedom...to seldom reprise



trapped in our memories

back and forth we cry...

dont you think we try?

Momories ahh!!! It doesn't let you...even shed a tear dry!



Sometimes a smile enriches our soul

sometimes fear leaves our soul dry

for we are just mere creatures...

crawling through the destiny...to make it work, I dont know why???



breathing it aint easy

forever we escape the scarcity of emptiness

within ourselves we find a reason to live

to see what time has thought for us

to erase the phase that has lost its virtue

to attain immortality...to enhance the given pride

I wish TIME had taught us not to WISH...

never defined "MATTER" and the ANTIMATTER...

our existance is our enemy...the killer of hopes and dreams

to end is what I live for...to forever hold our peace and sublime.................

Goodbye To the Way I lived My Life

There will always be mistakes
The path to our survival is far too long
Its just been so cold…
I have done no good deed
Its just the stories I keep writing
Hoping that I could read them someday

Looking my face through the mirror of the undying reality
Contemplating my thoughts on the road to hell
My soul was supposed to be left unpunished with serenity
Will there be a turnover to this chapter of my ever-changing life

Left this place thinking that I am gone
Along the way I faced where I went wrong
All the stories that I thought of I just can’t erase
Hoping to answer all the questions you have…when I am gone!!!

"Goodbye to the way I lived my life"
And as this day comes in…
the sun touches my face
I wanna tell the one I care about
That I am finally not the same


Lost in the “being” of salvation…the energy I released
Crucified myself inside…savored breath in pain
I had paved my way with good intentions…as they say!!!
I surrender to the world unknown...
I have seen this shore of havoc devastation...
beyond my thoughts could reach to a realm...
destiny awakens the beast from heaven...
to battle the legions of chaos ridden memories...
where the sorcerer bleeds for my heart that shattered...I bled for you…
NOW YOU BLEED FOR ME......

LIFE is......E T E R N A L

Hovering into that starlit night

Winds embrace me as GOD

Turning thoughts into reality

Retrieving what I ever lost

Screaming my feelings out

I see faces look upon me

Gone too far…beyond the realms of my existence

Searching for calmness of the moonlight

To disintegrate the space between US



Silence teaches me patience

As I see the words fly by me

Darkness is shattered

By a ray of HOPE

Dreaming light of the SUNRISE

And suddenly I don’t have to be afraid

Loneliness is now a friend of mine

As I dream of you…I find you



I thought I needed everything

So sure…but I was wrong

Everything is right beside me

What’s not beside me is YOU

Where are you? You need to heal me from inside!

Just tell me are you there?



In a cage…lost in memories

My skin melts off my feet

In the rage and the heat of dispassion I break…I break…I break FREE

Enriching my soul…seared with blood of coal

The dead within me rise

Praying for the mankind

No soul would wander

All this life I have been down under



The path to darkness is illuminated through light

The path to the enchanting light is determined by the darkness

What holds us strong is this gifted life

Life is not the opposite of death

Death is opposite of birth

Life is……E T E R N A L

Always has been…Always will be!!!

Every Man Dies…Not Every Man Really Lives

Tales of twisted yesterdays
have failed my reign in today
your touch that comforted me in my pain
holding my head high when the times were just not right
failed to reproach again...my pride's corroded with rust
when once i was swinging in the arms of the heaven
why did i have to take the fall...ohh! the hell's gate
is what you thought where i belong

Through my dreams i had known you
Though I was never sure if you would ever stay
but this internal wrath i am fighting
will cause my heart to decay

If I swear to you my love
All that I am…is DEAD already
You tell me that my death will be awful
Every man DIES…..Not every man REALLY LIVES!!!

I ask you…if I sacrifice this life for you
Will I ever get to breathe through you again?
This wretched soulless body craves for a revival
Will you ever look through my soul again?

You have bled with the unknown
NOW bleed with me
For I have known you since age ever existed
Blasphemy was ever created
A sin was ever discovered
Pure love was then uncovered
It was your touch that made me human
As I opened my eyes to LIFE
They were your words that I ever spoke
Destiny then decided THE COURSE
For you decided to leave me half way
The strength that you evolved in me
Finally gave away….
As a prisoner of your enchanted love
I have NOTHING more to say
At last for all that I am is a warrior poet
I am guilty and I WILL PAY

How I Bleed For You

As you say those words that take me away from you

The vulnerable me looses control…all I can remember is…



The great times we have spent holding each other under the starlit sky,

The evenings that will echo of my loneliness ahead if I don’t see you in time

My eyes become heavy with the unshed tears

Leaving me deserted on a lonely road ahead…yet again!



As I took a step backward with a bleeding heart

Noticing a lonely strand of your dark brown hair

Ah! That so delicately clung to me lovingly

Glimmering to seduce a defeated heart



Why do you leave my heart entangled with your brown tint hue

The dreamer in me awakes despite a saddened heart

I wish you can reward me with new hopes of loving with no end



With passion heaving endlessly, calmness dancing of our love affair



TODAY I vow never to part

For despite the goodbyes whispered by you

It will always leave a part of me to love you FOREVER

I want to hold you softly in my palms

Keeping you safe with tender caress

Where whispers and murmurs emotions gushes with excitement

To quench the thirst of a lovelorn heart

The heart that truly loves you…



Ah! My soul is now beaming with joy

I fear not now the pain caused to me by the world

For my inner being now rests in a box of love

That will always lie next to my grave…

Breathing promises with its surreal silhouettes

My secret love affair on a road to a dreamy trance

Now I am lulled by the fragrance of love.

STRANGER

As I shut my eyes she still called me a STRANGER
Worn out I looked into her eyes with the sight of dreaded fate
As her tears fall down I could see the reflection of just guilt and hate
By this dire sight I felt sympathetic and yet determined to walk by her side
She did this on purpose maybe the stranger was her only worldly pride
I walked once again contained by pity and fear
As I wept from the inside I uttered some strange words…

“Young soul! Do you pity the being who suffers the dreadful deeds or are you accustomed to see them”?

“Do u pity the weak when you yourself are helpless or do you laugh at your own pride”?

If strength and beauty are manifested
Dare not to seek them with eyes
For the truth is evident within the heart
Not the sight that fails and dies

Do not be fooled by just the mere sight
For my soul is reaped by the hands of god
Do not be fooled by the strength I posses
For my instinct is breaded with the blood of the wolves who never fear

Darkness of oppression covered the sky
When you betrayed my faith
By these dire deeds you do,
The skies rained down the drops of confusion on my fate

To this she replied….

“STRANGER who are you? Why do you bring this upon me now…I have never known you”

Stranger you described me as an oppressor
Who worked against you
But of this accusation you put upon me
I swear I have no clue

Laying in grief I mumbled….

Throughout you life have you not wished to dream
Didn’t you cry out my name when you needed me
It’s a misfortune that…YOU NEVER KNEW
Till your days were made large
Time is the aggressor & you will for sure know the truth
I have hold on to my position
To define my significance to you
We are both manifested as ONE and not two………….

And then I lost control…

Yes it is me who you hurt the most
Even as you dealt others with the worst
It was me who paid for such a cost

IT WAS ME…FOR I AM YOU
IT WAS ME WHO YOU SHOULD HAVE KNEW

JUST A THOUGHT...nd i am FUCKING high!!!!

WE were not put here by anyone in fear...WE came alone as ME...when we had our own identity...just an idea in a long chain of discovery...surrounded by the same you

Sometimes tides pull you out to sea...and we die in a thrashing curse...sometimes we are calm in the mind...more often, we run away from our problems, sleep them over and u'll forget the agony..dont come near the beach...coz our dreams are the replications of our memories...that those who try to reach are burnt alive in the searing heat of the desert of our dispassion...so far removed, we never hear the silence of the water...we are humans so we all cry once or twice a month when we see a mirror...but we dont let anyone know...crying is not for haggard losers its for warriors to win the biggest BATTLE...BATTLE WITH OUR OWN FUCKING SOUL

And I refuse to believe in some of the things that are said to be here...let alone those that are not...we all are trying to change our own bloody direction...HUMAN KIND is pathetic in my own humble estimation

I love the planet...the great benign she-wolf...this planet made woman....the reason for my existence benefactor...spinning gently on towards the red giant called the SUN...why are we spinning?? we dont knw....fucking ANSWER ME ANYONE?????

When all the rose gardens are consumed in the flash-fire of flying time...she'll leave alone to you" the bitch called LIFE


the true answer to your question here is buried deep with you...every god that has been brought down to this earth by US the humans who have learnt the art of survival.....thats what we are here for….SURVIVAL….ADAPTATION....

i dont understand why do we need a GOD to let ourselves be human...we are driven by emotions of the wind...if the wind blows with you...life is serenity and when the wind blows against you its a tornado entering our lives and crashing down everything you ever wanted...everything you ever needed………..ITS KILLING YOU…the life….and YOU ARE KILLING IT

At the gateway of DEATH

I wish Death refracted my blurry vision
I can see its reflection in the mirror
Scared yet facing the truth of the moment...
Swollen eyes trying to understand the meaning of our lives...
I wander aimless and still I am so mesmerized...

Dwelling fear begins to rise...
I have no questions…no answers…no reason to reprise
Oh! God I wish I could look myself in the eye...
What I am…is what I have always been...
what will define my being? A change to replicate my own life
What should I do? What shouldn't I do?

Crippled feelings begin my day
Sabotaged is the truth of my yesterday
every soul I trusted killed my very today
Those helping hands who woke me up to my sunrise
Are now pushing me towards my demise

And as they see my world burning bright
Demon smiled at me and ignited my will to survive
Do I end myself for the world to see?
Do I take every soul down with me?
DEATH WILL APPROACH FAST
There aint any purpose of this life if I cant make it last

Together with my misery I will travel through the waves
Sinking myself into the darkness I shall burn in flames
To search for the path which leads to the Eden
Resurrecting my soul to look at the progeny of life…through the eyes of a RAVEN!

DILEMMA

Dreaming…Feeling…Pleasing…I have to
Thoughts that I was used to
Fear has paid now
Higher I go…I get lost in mortality!

I need everything and everyone
Spend a moment in time with the love evolved within me
I will surrender to my being…I need to learn how to!
Choosing paths is not a choice for me anymore…

Success will ride with me
Only if I hold on tight on the waves
The waves of this tyrant life that flows
Hate and rage got no meaning at all!

Tired of being in this dilemma
Ending this life seems like the final solution
Why are some questions in life unanswerable?
Inner self yells and screams out the pain!

Is there anyone listening to you cry?
The only face that evolves through the night is yours…
But its hazy and her appearance has diminished from my past
I don’t want to let you go…hear me and establish a relationship with my core!

Its not me…it’s the anger inside
Real ME has mellowed down…
Remains from my past still inflicts the demon
With the innocence of a child my heart has known you

You let a dead man walk again…
This time on a path to survive
Why would I want to share you with the world?
Give me a reason to let my BEING DEFINE!

Uncertainty

Where are you tonight?
Wild flower in starlit heaven
Still enchanted in flight
Obsessions lament to freedom

A timeless word, the meanings changed
But I'm still burning in your flames
Incessant, lustral masquerade
Unengaged, dim lit love didn't taste the same

Diabolical and yet so strange
Critical masses inflicted in this infidel called the brain
Structuring life that’s not the same
Looking upto the heavens for a desperate change

Uncertainty arises the death of imagination
Concluding this life with a question in mind
Tomorrow if she is not with me should I forgive her?
Why would you ask for forgiveness if I made you relive your life again!
Why would you ask for forgiveness if I touched you when no one could!
Why would you ask for forgiveness if all you hear is the sound of our laughter!
Why would you ask for forgiveness if the energy between you and me is UNIVERSAL!

Reality closing in behind
Visions die diminishing my yesterdays
Potentiality remains untouched
Greater the vice…leaves future in dismay

I came alone in this world
Why do I need you to be there
But my need is my hunger
I wont let my destiny die
I cry for a moment in time with you
Scared of blinking my eye to not see you
I dream for a life ahead with you being blind
Surrender onto me…or kill me with thy bare hands
And u know why I need that silent exit
Release me from my pain

Today I might not be the one you fell in love with
What if tomorrow you change
Tomorrow when I’ll be the one you want to be with
What if then I change?

And I wonder if you ever wonder the same
And I still wonder

TORN

Feels like I am being torn

Life’s stretching me…maybe trying to justify my limits

Are these the turmoil’s

Why is it breaking me? Why do I end up being at the start…once again!!

Drifting towards the endless sea

The breeze isn’t that calm anymore

With no end justified…aim gets weekend

Sins surmount the brain membrane

It’s the migraine created by the mankind



Bottleneck of thoughts pressurize it to blow

Death destruction everywhere I have nowhere to go!!

Castles I build within my dreams

Never seem to grow

Every brick I put in place

The other falls so low

If I could ever bend down to get it

I’ll stoop down so low…I could never be myself again!!

Loose myself or destroy the fact that I could ever build a castle of my own?



Looking for the unseen answers

Whispers of vail try and define them

But I cant find a reason to know them anyway

Buried deep inside are the memories of an un-sunk past

I don’t wanna remember

The magic it created for me back then in my yesterday



I really want this new life to work out

I keep thinking about what’s this new life is all about

I wont retreat…I wont be deceived

This extraterrestrial force of love has surrounded me

A feeling that just cant be justified…like I always wanted

The way you’ve worn my aura

I want to fade away wearing it

The possible cure for my poisoned life

Its you…just you…who can save me from myself…save me!!!

Just Bring Me Flowers To My Grave...

Rampant desires of the human soul…

Some feelings stay buried in that lonely heart…well they should be!

It’s the foul play of the restless mind

Achieving the impossible is the greatness of our kind



Greater the knowledge…greater the vice

A total disaster awaits…

Leaves us under the oath of the schism… breaking the barriers to claim the fall

Confronting our own reality…perpendicular to abnormality



There’s a back cloud overhead…that’s ME

Waiting for divine eternity to come take me over

Wrap me in a coat where I can BEFEAR…the fear

Forces so strong, penetrating my core to sublime



Wishes that are taken over by darkness

Smiles all around have evaded the premises

Blurry visions of an unknown future

Creating an imbalance…judging me…if I am a success or a looser



To pursue what’s inside isn’t the plan anymore

So tired…so tired of being not ALONE

I hear screams inside…yelling and telling me about my changed life

How much longer can I fool myself?



Hey…SOUL…am I supposed to talk to you?

Bring me back to myself…I’ve missed enough!

I wanna go far…far away…far away from you

Visit me sometime…bring me flowers to my grave…

just bring me flowers to my grave………..

March of the Demons

Evolved under the fire…

under the great fires I travel tonight

Leaving behind the ashes of the past…

surviving on the charred life

thy courage which is built inside

shakes the paths of heaven…and close all doors to hell’s tide!



Leading the march of the demons

I created the men of violence

With thunder in their palms

And death on their minds

Blood scorned…flesh unfurled…

biting the hands of the GOD

we begin the BATTLE of our pride



lusting on the augmentation of POWER

we head for the sky

mutilated with darkness filled inside

eating the light…our honor is justified



forever to change the truth…

a new testament has to evolve

with every drop of blood that spills

a new chapter is written

with every head that’s chopped

destiny is created

with every heart that’s eaten

humanity dies



cries…pain and agony define the new silence

Hatred is fed to every new life

A new child born is the warrior

With the power to kill through his eyes



Like a storm we takeover the heaven

Angels at our feet…begging to DIE

Infiltrating the rules of the holy

Killing not the flesh…deteriorating the soul of every kind

Drinking the blood of GOD is the mission of our being

This is not just the march…this is an ode to the demon

The Shifting Breeze

My thoughts guide the wind

into a whirlwind of unseen emotion.

I breathe in my surroundings

to call forth the shifting breeze.

Leaves flow on the currents around me,

chasing the influence before it's gone.

As I stand within my own mind,

my thoughts begin to shape a path way.

This time I will go farther in

my search to become one.

Memories of a sunny day,

begin to fade into the dark abyss.

A feeling churns within me,

guiding my heart forward.

One breath of realization makes

me forget the world around.

I see the glimmer of energy,

flowing beautifully through space.

Wild and untamed,

this energy begins to take shape.

I feel happy, I feel loved,

I am at peace now.

The spirits find hope through me

as I call forth the shifting breeze.

You love me more…than you wanna DIE

Remember the dark and the death in sanity
Persuade what you got and live with dignity
Cautious mind plays games with the heart
To love you is the meaning of my life…I wont survive

I don’t want to die alone in the wilderness of the bodom…
This time if shared by can be colossal in Sodom…
Sorrows demise with the connections of the after world…
Truly I’ll miss the sunrise and the fragrance of the moonlight…

Crushed by this nodus my eyes moan through the night…
As hell celebrates my failures, headcrusher holds me tight…
The iron penetrates my flesh lusting on my blood…
I am afraid…this body will die…will you still accept my soul?

Tattered are my feelings…shattered is my life
Flattered was I when I saw you for the first time
Cluttered was our chemical romance…both acidic and alkaline
Disfigured structure will soon be left behind…as we climb the walls of heaven

This cocooned shelled life is not meant for our survival
It’s the greatness of LOVE that it still resides
Open doors and let me walk inside
Believe me…you love me more…than you wanna DIE

DEVOTION TO DESTINY

Devotion to destiny…the paths we decide…

The ruling reign of the unsettled mind…

The state when the mind finally meets the soul….

Its the havoc of the nucleus cells…

The tide that destroys the stability of human kind



The fragments of our memories remain…

With the surreal soul which travels the journey of life…

Happiness unshared…cryptic chaos in our brains…

Suddenly the hate develops…for the person you love the most…



I don’t know why it happens…but finally the journeyman’s day has begun…



She loves me that’s defined…

It’s the moment that rots US thine…

Fear leaves me stoned…

Her eyes deepens the pain inside…



Celestial doom of this love hate relationship…

Its making me feel so cold…very cold…

The impure blood inside of my veins has frozen…

Here I drown into our grief in the absence of light…



Soon…this heart shall shatter and BLEED MY DEVOTION TO DESTINY



Left with silent hopes…

The aching grief grows…

Forced into a bottomless vale…

I FALL…I GIVE MYSELF AWAY…FAR AWAY! Where my heart reflects the night…

A NIGHT...WITHOUT YOU!!!

I missed the sunshine that struck on your face and fell straight to my eyes…
The sound of your laughter that kept the beast inside me calm…
The taste of your tastebuds…satisfied my hunger to the core…
The fragrance of your breath that tranquilized me every night….

What I went through last night is not something I will cherish forever…
But the very thought of you…makes me wanna relive the moments we spend together…
The delusional emptiness of the heart is breaking me apart…
The need to be with you all the time…is craving me more …
I WANT MY INSTINCT to be you….MY DESTINY…MY PRIDE!!!

Crazy dreaming…makes it soothing for my soul to find a new path…
Lets lay a new path…a path to walk on together…with no end JUSTIFIED!
I wish I met you when I was born…ruined half a life…trying to be what I CANT…
Save me!!! Coz I think…my soul has lost the faith I ever gained…

LIFE…NEVER COME BACK AGAIN!!!

Vampires suck on my blood

Tear my skin apart and breed me as a rotting leather

Ambush in the night, desperate rage

Spreading the virus of killing and hate

No control over emotions, I break apart

Surrogating this anger I destroy our lives



It’s the land of the hate

The frustration is growing

I loose control, no hope

Fathers in heaven, look at me

See the PAIN…see the SUFFER

I cant take this anymore…



Destroyer of mankind is nothing but the INNERSELF

Realize this now and you’ll never regret

Win a war with the enemy within

Unleash the mind and let the beast rott in hell!!!



Derogatory personalities develop in a split second

Self realization, persistence of connection with soul…are the orders of the sorcerer

Rape the brain…rape the soul…rape the whore called…LIFE

Fuck the life…fuck the life…fuck the bitch till you CUM THE BLOOD out alive…

SO FUCK YOU…SORRY…NEVER COME BACK AGAIN…

I don’t wanna see your face…STAY AWAY................................

I'm Yours To Lose

Let me take it out on you

This hate inside

This pain that I wear

I can no longer hide

Tear me apart to see

What you gave away…

The guilt in your eyes

It feels like this

When you make a wish



I'm yours to lose,

Why do you care?

Beneath a thousand truths…I'm yours to loose



You lay something here with fear

This pain is so intense

In dreams you might find just what you're looking for

But it all depends…

You know…In life and in death

The only thing that is real is the chill of your own breath



Swear that you love me

Swear that you cry when u think about me

Funny how fast those tears dry

Scum like you deserves to die



I'm yours to lose…

Why do you care?

The world's my devil when you're not here



Beneath a thousand truths…I'm yours to lose

MY PRIDE KILLED YOU!

It all comes to the word hate...

dissipating each other from the beautiful thing called FATE...

dangerous EVIL forces rule my mind...

the question is? is there anything brutal than myself that i could ever FIND!!!



smashed and crumpled my brain begins to bleed...

the animosity of hatred and grief...took over my senses

craving for the blood of the loved ones...

feeding on their carcass i bring myself to my OWN!!!



as i lick her blood mixed with the mutilated gore...

i claw my deepest anger ripping apart that corpse

i think of the times we spent loving...

here i am...i aint no sufferer anymore...

with your heart in my hands...i burn it with the eternal flame...

drink the blood of the inhuman...

rotten...the heart filled with maggots...i eat and release my pain!!!



love introduced me to the dark side...

love in thy flesh...love in thy scream...

this new love attracts me to my BREED...my HATEBREED...my GOTHBREED

breed of the dead in need...

the angel that taught me how to feel...is now lying dead to my knees...

when i told you that I love no-one else...u should have understood it then!

for you killed my pride...now my PRIDE KILLED YOU!!!

NOT STRONG ENOUGH

I'm not strong enough to stay away...

can't run from you...I just run back into you...AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN!

like a dragonfly I'm drawn in to your flame...

you say my name, but it's not the same...

you look in my eyes and srip me of my pride...

and my soul surrenders when you bring my heart to its knees...


it's killing me when you are away...

I wanna leave and I wanna stay...

I'm so confused...so hard to choose...I CANT CHOOSE ANYMORE!

stuck between the pleasure and the pain...

I know it's wrong and I know it's right...

I am not trying to win a fight...

when it comes to you, my heart just overrules my mind

baby...I m not strong enough to stay away..



what can I do...I would loose a grip on life without you

within your arms my heart knows no shame...

I'm not the one to blame...i lost control for you...

coz you bring my heart to its knees yet again!!!


There is nothing I can do...

my heart got chained to you the first time i looked into your eyes

and I can't get free...and i dont want to...i will accept the change...YES I DO!!!!

I cant believe wat this LOVE has done to me..